Problem of peoples

 Assaloalaikum , mai apni ik prob share krna chahtio or usmy advice lyna chahti hu ma married nh hu mai 23 years ki hou but mai ik larky sai committed hou mai khd ko tw jantio k mai usy bhit neutral hou or hmesha rahougi par mjhy uspar bohat shak houta h woo itna piyaraa hai😂😭or handsome hy k mjhy esa feel houta k uspr or larkia b martihy jysy ma pasnd krti... wo mjy psnd krta hmri randomly dosti hoi ti

Wo forces ma hy lkn usky pass mre liya tym nh houta bht dafa mre msgs ignore krdyta seen krky b chordytaa mere hatjati ispr mai b phr bat nh krti ..is baat pr mre bhtt baar larai bhi huihy actually he said k wou bht mushkil sy phn use krta wo yhaa hy b nh isb mai h wo airforce ka hai tw wo kyhra yaha bht sakhti houti 2 dfa tww uska phone hi zaameen pr patakh k phyk diata officer ny. ...khyr mre unsy is bt pr larai hui. K ap na tym dyty na btt krty seem krky msg chordyty even extreme ye k mny ye tk kyhdia 10 hazar brr k chorrna hy apko tw ap chordy mjhy ap mjshy serious nh lgty ap apni family ya apny bary m btaty b nh hy zada kuch jb m ese btyy krtii tw unka msg houta k (mjhy ik brrr wapis any do. Phr m tmsy sahi sy bt kroga) ....kbhi kyhty (m is sab k bry m tmsy call pr free houky baat krogaa ).... Or m kyhti k Allah dykhra k agar apny mjhy chora ya dhoka ya cheat kia tw uspr unhuny kaha k (jb time ayega tb dykhlyna isyy zada mjhy or kuch nh kyhna) lkn bs mera shak nh jata mjhy kia krna chaye ya m esa kia kroo k mera shaak door hujaye ... Kio k wo apni ID b nh dyty dyty kia mre himt hi nh k m mangloo tw id chek krna tw door ki btt tw ik din many plan bnaya bht smart bnky mtlb m phas hi gai usmy plan ye ta mny unhy is shak k chakar ma 10 12 fake id lrkio k nam dy bnaky chek kia msg krky strt ma wo reply m kon kysy janti pochty then m unknown lrki bnky flirt waly msg b kry tw unhuny sunadii or blok krdia hmesha mre fake IDs ko🤣 or jo nh kia blok tw usky msg seen krky chordyty ty ab m b msg kitna krti fake lrki bnky mny b phr IDs deactivate krdi mny phr socha kisi frend ki help lyky usky zariye chek kroo pr mjhy ye acha or munasib nhi laga or phrr ik din wo mjsy achy sy bht loving bty kryty lkn mjhy again shak hua k ye mjhsy nh hy serious or flirt kry tw mny unhy sunadi k app mjhsy nh hy serious doka dyry chordygy ye woo. m hypr hui r ik grop h waha bht loog add h tw girls jo waha comment krti unky comment pr ye hasny waly emoji ka reply krty tw mjhy or shak huaa mny again jang strt krdii un comments ki wajasy then wo mjhy kyhny lgy ye just tfree k lia krta hu m tm dykhlo srf funny post pr krta hu. or tm mjsy hr wakt lrti hu jbhi mra tmsy btt krny ka dil nh chahta lkn m lrtii rahi unsy k nh app unknown lrkio ko comment m tng kio krty m margai hu kia tang krny k lia tw unhuny kaha ( k tmhy tang kro tmhay jisy srf falto bolna or larna ata hy ) then mny kaha k m apki trha dsry lrko sy. start nh huti mjy hurt feel hutaa kyhny lgy k ma agar free huta bht kbhi tb hi krta kio k tm srf lrtio tw m darky chup hugai or phr unhuny kaha k (tm jo mjhy fake ids sy msgs krtio sb pata hy mjy bachaa nahi hou mai betaa) ..... Mera pora plan chopat huagya😭 or ma pakri gai phr mny sach accept kia thura jhoot kyhky k nh mny srf 1 id sy chek kiata bki ka mjy nh mloom lkn sb hi mai thii 😶‍🌫 i know ye kam ghlt hy pr mjhy shak hutahy mjhy unpr ykeen nh ata wo normal lrko ki trha nh bt krty k lrky bht baty krty tfree b krty future plans pr baty huti lkn unky ps tym hi nh huta kyhty wapsi aoga tb kroga itni baty k tm tng parjaogi mjsy tm dykhlyna .... Or hostel ma unhuny bht barr rt k 2 3 bjy washroom jky b calls ki hyn🤭 lkn mjhy dar lgta r shak rehta k ye mjy choor na dyn ya mjhsy door na hujaye ... M nikkah ki niat rakhtio jbhi m conscious huo ... Unhy ny ik brr ye b kahata ... ( k tmsy mohbt h ya psnd krtahu jbhi tmsy ese bty ya baat krta hu werna lrkia bhtt hyn kisi ko b kyhskta yesb tym guzarny k lia) tw mjhy plz batye k mjhy kia krna chayee ya m sahi sochri ya ghlt sochri ...... Mera filhal milna mushkil ha wo isb ma hy eid m ayehy bht kam tym k lia usmy b family k sth huty ... Bht km tym k lia ayehy.... Bs mjhy esa dar rehta or shak rehta k wo mmjhsy nikkah krygy ya nh ya wo mjhy chordygy ya dhoka tw nh krygy.... Please mjy mre help key guide kry k mujhai kia krna chahye