It's a problem need serious advice

 Mujhy mukhlis mshwra drkaar ha ap sb se.. 

Meri shadi ko 1 Sal hone wala ha.. 9 maah hove hen abi.. mere husband mere 1st czn hen.. lekin shadi se pehly me unhe nhi janti thi bkzz koi bat cheet ya slam dua nhi thi unse.. lekin shadi se pehly b kbi b me unky bare me khiyal ni kiya k unse shadi ho jay gi.. kich hadd tk mujhy wo is hwally se napsend thy bkzz me introvert hon novel me rehne wali or ideal qism ka sochne wali.. mujy mature bold or career pe focus krne waly educated mard psend thy.. jo mere mizaj ko smj sky.. but in se shadi ho gyi.. or ye mere mizaj k opposit hen.. achy hn khiyal rkhty hen but pta nhi q me inse attach nhi ho ski aj tk. Me b khiyal rkhti hon pesy b kharch krti hon financial b support krti hon.. zimmedari nibhati hon.. lekin msla ye ha k me intimat nhi hoti inse.. physical hone se me chirr jati hon.. ye hr wqt hr roz romantic hotu hen mujy chirr hoti ha. Me door bhagti hon.. mera dil nhi krta.. mujhy wo wali kiss se itni chirr h k 1 bar b nhi krne di inko.. pta nhi q.. 10 din b door rhen mujy msla nhi hota me relax hoti hn.. lekin phir inko hota ha roz chahyee hota inko ye relation.. me uktayi rehti hon .. mujhy pochna tha k kia me normal hon ya pscho hon.. wo pass hon meri koshish hoti ha k intimate na hon or na milen mere se.. jb b milty hen mera mood hrab ho jata ha.. hr dosre din.. is wja se ub wo b kehty hen k msla kia ha me nhi psend tume ya phir kia chahti ho .. merhabni kr k plzzz mature log mujhy mshwra den koi positivity den.. guid kr den.. jazakallah